i am odd.loner in this world,mayb i shld nt hav existed.i shld die long ago.i am just a asshole tat gt no friends

Had school today again,so many homework to clear ar.so many things to do.haven cut hair and this n that.why cant god just grant us a few hours xtra in our day.However,reality is reality,u cant change it so u have to accept the fact tat u have only 24 hrs a day n make full use out of it.School is long today,teachers spamming homework and teach lyk some bullet train.hahaha.Then last part gt some sex education talk,the coach is dam funny la.the whole sec3 are enjoying themselves to the fullest man.the coach is lyk super funny,i laughed throughout the whole thing.

Had lunch wid zujing,weikun,sheng kai and hao qin.wanted to eat KFC at first bt wei kun say ex then we go s11 eat.Eat while toking about some bastard in my sch.stupid irritating fuck,think he big then come kp us.nt we dun dare stand up against u bt we dun wan find trouble nia.Then wanted to cut hair bt i realised i got to chiong my stat poster because deadline is tmr.Went to bubble tea shop to buy bbt.guess wad,i was toking to sheng kai on the phone abt something then the bbt auntie ask me wad i wan.then i toking to sk ma,i didnt bother her,i said"told u liao right" to sk,then the auntie tot i toking to her,lmao la.then after i hung up,then everyone beside me including the auntie laughed because it is dam a joke la.felt so embarrassed.Got my mango milk tea and chionged home to finish stat poster.

Chiong for 3 hours seh,no stop editing and doing this and tat,finally finished.look at my masterpiece and i luv it totally.haha,had a great convo talk with sheng kai now,he really motivates me man.haha

To me,Life is lyk a Race,it is differcult to complete the whole course with a perfect timing,u can choose how do u race in ur life,u can screw up all the checkpoints in ur life and thus,nt getting a perfect life or u screw up one checkpoint in ur life and faster try to go faster in other checkpoints to neutralize your bad first checkpoint.All u can be perfect in all ur checkpoints and get a perfect timing in ur life.However,the chances of getting a perfect timing in ur life is very slim.I have screwed up my first checkpoint,i will have to do more and race faster in my rest of the checkpoints.Wish me good luck!

Tmr reopen today,lots to catch up.A lot of thing seems to changed and chinese oral is in a few days time.I nid the luck,pls wish me gd luck.hahahahaha,i dun wan screw up this oral as i wan get a 2 pt bonus for o lvl.Sch seems different for me today,dunno hw to xplain bt it seems weird.ppl changed?things changed?the world has changed?or it is just me tat changed???

PS:on a personal note,kun liang,so wad if u win me in max tune last time.nw call u 1 v 1 six map wid me also giv so much excuse.u tink ur max tune bldy zai sibo,i dun tink so wor.i tink u can go suck my balls la,last time lyk to eat noobs lyk me rite.nw why dun dare vs me.stupid blackbird,now i am offering the chance to 1 v 1 wid me and yet u reject it.wonder why wor???i am just a noob only wad,why so afraid sia.

zzz.last day of the school holidays liao.wad will i be busy with??obvious is busy chionging holiday homework lor.past few weeks played too much,i tink is time to get down to work and get back my study mood as term 3 will be gone in a breeze and heard tat maths,sec 2 topics will be tested.omg,my greatest fear is coming round,nvm.i will try harder to catch up the lost time in sec 2.Basically,worked from 2-5 after watching a show tat is featured on channel u at 12 o clock at sunday.those interested in sanguo aka the romance of the three kingdoms can go and watch it.Went out to take a breather at funland at 6pm.went there slack around 1hr then go ah ma house eat dinner.haiz,my mood during the dinner for my ahma bdae was ruined by some people.stupid idiots tat bootlick and suck up as much as they can.zzz,nid to turn in early as tmr will be the start of term 3.Shit,forgot to cut my hair,nvm la,tmr then cut,no diff one.haha,btw,i realised tat if u play initial d arcade version 4 u can hear the song the same as my blog.hahaha

Had work today again.very tired man.had insufficient sleep as i only sleep at around 3 plus yesterday.Chiong to bathe and get everything in order and went out to meet wei kun.then zu jing nvm come becoz he also KO-ed liao,nid more slp.so he nvr come.Had a quite fair day today.nothing interesting.actually today supposed go wild wild wet de but then all suddenly went missing.Zzz,nvm then,after work still early,dunno where to go,then go funland slack lor and btw,no more racing games for me and even i play,it is purely for leisure and no more mood or energy or money to play competitve racing games.bunch of jokers at funland,went there just for their jokes and we keep on disturb heng n kelvin when they play initial d.esp hengg.the jokes we said is seriously dam funny.After tat,went to ahma house to eat dinner,the soup my ahma made is super nice.love it totally man.tmr my ahma bdae,LOL.2 important birthdays falling at june.one my ahma,the other one my mother.scally my wife also in june one.i laugh ar.lolz.anyway,tmr nid to buy present liao.still hesitating on wad to buy man.nvm la,let nature take its course.tmr see wad appealing then i buy lor.Happy bdae to ahma in advance.LOL

Random Post.i suddenly thought of my begining of my racing career to now.two years of road.a lot of thing to talk about,gt gd and gt bad.However,everything is goin to come to an end soon.Arcade life quite sucky i must say.it make me lose out a lot of things.I take everything for granted.i thought i can have everything in control.bt end up,i become a failure in everything.life is nvr easy for me in these 2 years,i braved through different storms and obstacles.I always thought tat heaven was making a sport out of me and thinks that it is unfair.why i have to undergo these harsh treatment while the life of others seem so easy.Now i realised,i have no one to blame except myself.i self destruct myself during sec 2.i became oblivious to everything around me.despite consistant persuasion to keep me focus in my work.i just bo chap everything and prayed tat a miracle would guide me through this period of darkness.However,this miracle nvr happened and it will never happened.i would say that i should shoulder all these faults and being punished by the harsh reality.2 years back,every weekend,i would go out and play basketball with some primary schools,i still rmb vividly tat it was my primary school friend's brother who intro me into initial d.After every basketball sessions,i will go to bishan funland to have some air-con.subsequently,me and kelvin was being introduced into initial d.i grew fondness of the physics and graphics of the game,i was somehow being brainwashed and i decided to give it a shot since it looks so nice.I fully regretted to take tat shot because it is nt so easy to quit arcade as u guys seems.just one word"quit it".u noe how much determination and perservence does it takes???i can tell u,u are just a on-looker.talks is cheap because u are nt the one in my situation.Hence,u cannot fully understand the agony of trying to quit this damned thing.In the end,i grow too addicted to it and play it almost everyday,i actually include arcade in my daily schedule and i feel uneasy when i cant touch the steering wheel.From being a noob to a pro.it requires a lot of effort and money spent and this game have burned a big hole in my pocket and through my friend,i noe tat boon lay the arcade the initial d is half price of funland.Hence,i slog my guts out to do more jobs and earn more money to satisfy my needs for this damned game.Hence,i took up ice creams jobs and flyers job during holidays,at that point in time,i didnt rly care abt my studies because playing initial d is almost everything to me.i cant afford to lose it at tat time.Hence,my studies dropped to a great extent and my results were so bad that some can commit suicide over it.However,i thought sec 1 is a honeymoon year.so i decided to abandon all my studies and continue to be addicted in initial d.During the holidays,i will almost go to boon lay everyday and play initial d.i will save on my food money and just to play initial d.I was try to save and scrimp money just to play initial d.Through this game,i meet a lot of friends and seriously,it is A LOT of them.As soon as time goes,i being pro-er and pro-er,same applies to kelvin also.we challenge and hone our skills to a great level.i had a lot of initial d friends around singapore and i would say i will still hav contact with them.During tat period,i feel that they are my best frens bt nw i feel,they are only fair-weathered friends unlike some great pals i met in 2-8.they are really awesome friends man.although we quarrell and cold war and fight among each other,at the end of the day,we are still best of friends,almost nothing can break us up.i hope tat can continue as i dun wish our friendship to be broken up man.they are some great people i met out there who will support me when i was faced with differculties and challenges.Thanks pals!Starting of sec 2,my initial d cards were lost,i felt devstated as they are almost the root of my life and they were lost at bishan funland,i was extremely sad.Perhaps,it is a chance given my god to change my life,i didnt heed it and i begin to step on a road which will turn my life into a devstating state,i went to play max tune again.Heng and kelvin,my two close pals in arcade folo suit and played too.this game also cost a lot of money bt because i was deadly so addicted,i was totally stuck and cannot pull myself out from this bottomless pit.i noe the conseqeunces of being addicted bt i didnt nt care much as i tink that this bloody game is far more important than my studies.My circle of friends grew like how wild fire is being spread.Every weekend.most of us will come to j8 to play and challenge each other,i begin to noe ppl from Team Exile,Team EX and Team 412.i admired them as when i look at them when they are playing,they looked awesome cool.me,hengg and kelvin trained hard to be lyk them.We train and train.We spend a lot of money on it.Suddenly,Heng wanted to create a team,so me,heng n kelvin created WanK*.This game,i had a several bad incidents that i would nt wanna bring up here because of some personal reasons.Now.me heng and kel became quite good in max tune.we started to thrash ppl lyk how we got thrashed by the ppl in those teams.Heng become dam gd in TA n battle,while me is only gd in battle and kelvin is good in terms of battlewise and TA-wise.i can say,heng is a racing prodigy man,he is younger than me yet being able to outrun me.claps claps!.If only i can replicate my success in this game in my common tests then it would be perfect.However,things doesnt seem to go my way as there is no such thing at all.Now i looked back.wad is the use of being successful in tis field,it doesnt secure ur ricebowl at all.My studies was lyk shit and i have to undergo some hell treatment until i improved recently.Just because of arcade,i wasted a lot of things.i basically wasted life,time,money and many many more things man.My racing career is goin to end soon and it will nvr be revived again.This damned thing have make my lose out in a lot of things,i tink nw it is the time to gain it all back if i have the chance.Lastly,i wanna thank those great guys out there to accompany thru sec 2 man.i wonder hw would life be without u all man and Guys,NEVER EVER to begin ur arcade life man.u will bound to regret it.trust me!u will confirm plus chop regret it and since u noe u will regret,why bother to step the first step.i alrd lost a lot of things because of arcade,Henceforth,i do nt wish to see u all to lose out as many thing as i lose out.Thank god tat i have nt mixed with bad companies man,if nt u will see me at dunno where fighting or smoking.Thanks Lord man,u are my saviour as u help me overcome the satan inside me.Hence,My advice is dun ever start playing those will make u addict the arcade games,if u still at a early stage,u better withdraw urself out from it as it will be nt too late for u.Good nite and God bless

Woke up at 9 today,feeling so shag man.ytd i slept at 1 plus.anyway,congrat to Italy and Netherlands to escape the group of death peacefully.those who watch euro 08 shld noe wad i mean.haha,today meet wei kun n zu jing at 11.supposed to meet at 10 bt they most likely late one so i 10.40 then leave house.we went to our boss house to do some work.haha,we go there arrange those cds and load them into the tv.time flies v fast.then zu jing leave suddenly becoz he wanna meet siying.so left me n wei kun to do the work while zu jing take his leave first.after work,me n wei kun go j8 meet zujing and siying at yoshinoya,watch them eat sibei sian.then me n wk go NTUC buy sweets and newspaper.give them a bit of er ren shi jian.ps,they nt couple.haha.then after tat,me n wei kun go LAN while zu jing pei siying go home.no choice,the sheng kai keep on pressure us,then we go amk lan asap.we played 3 dota matches today.n1 la the second game,mid game end liao.sheng kai and kai loon sibei pro,i too noob liao.haha,last match more funny.me and sheng kai SAME LANE AGAIN.then kai loon chiong himself.he siao one.first to lvl 25.kudos to kai loon.our team won again.at 4 plus,sheng kai wanna go home,then we all go lor.then i go bck bishan and play with fabian's laptop,his CS is v fun lor.kind of addicted to it.Last part of the day,i celebrated with my mum for her birthday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!.hahahaha

haiz,time flies so fast man.1 more week then holidays end liao.why happy moments end so fast????perhaps we take it for granted and nvr rly appreciate it perhaps,today woke up super late lor.ard 11 plus.zzz,then i studied a couple of hours.very long nvr touch book,it seems so unfamiliar man.all the theorys and all,time to revise liao la.haha.After tat,me n heng went to funland then on our way there,we saw this super little kitten.it is very cute lor.very small sized one,it seems hungry also.Reached funland,i go eat lunch wid the rest.then after there go play lor.all crazy over daytona one.i daytona noob,so dun bully me ar.then the heng play wad racing games also so zai one.daytona,outrun,initial d,max tune.i tink he is a racing prodigy man!tmr is a big occasion.urm.....wad shld i get for my .......??

Welcome Kenneth Lim Zhi Ying, here is your handwriting analysis.

Kenneth is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.

Kenneth will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Kenneth an ambivert. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Kenneth is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Kenneth is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

Kenneth tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Kenneth writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Kenneth will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you.

Kenneth will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Kenneth believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

Kenneth will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

Kenneth has a desire for attention. People around Kenneth will notice this need. He may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on his own character.

Kenneth can be defiant. He sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way he is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which he thinks are infringing upon his freedom of action.

Diplomacy is one of Kenneth's best attributes. He has the ability to say what others want to hear. He can have tact with others. He has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Kenneth can disagree without being disagreeable.

Because Kenneth has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, he has a very sharp mind. He instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. He thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus he may be seen as highly intelligent. Kenneth is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If he drives, he gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. He quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. He may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Kenneth is curious and very active. In fact, in school he might have been a trouble maker because he thought so much faster than the other kids, he finished his work first, thus having plenty of time on his hands to make trouble!

Kenneth is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Kenneth basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Kenneth will take action on his thoughts. He is positive that his views are correct for him. He has the ability to seem as if he is positively correct when answering a question, even if he does not have the slightest idea of the answer. Kenneth displays a self-confidence that makes everyone else sure he is correct. He is positive of his own views, but not necessarily stubborn.

Kenneth has a temper. He uses this as a defense mechanism when he doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around him.

Kenneth has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Kenneth exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although he may not intend to deceive or mislead, he blows things way out of proportion because that is the way he views them. He will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of his material world. Kenneth allows many people into his life because he is accepting and trusting. He is sometimes called gullible by his friends. That only really means that he trusts too many people. Kenneth has a vivid imagination.

Kenneth has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Kenneth's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Kenneth has regarding sex and physical things. His lower zone stroke is large, so his sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Kenneth is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Kenneth is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Kenneth has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Kenneth fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Kenneth has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life.

The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Kenneth seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action.

Kenneth seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Kenneth on a team, because Kenneth will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Kenneth if he is not careful