Random Post.i suddenly thought of my begining of my racing career to now.two years of road.a lot of thing to talk about,gt gd and gt bad.However,everything is goin to come to an end soon.Arcade life quite sucky i must say.it make me lose out a lot of things.I take everything for granted.i thought i can have everything in control.bt end up,i become a failure in everything.life is nvr easy for me in these 2 years,i braved through different storms and obstacles.I always thought tat heaven was making a sport out of me and thinks that it is unfair.why i have to undergo these harsh treatment while the life of others seem so easy.Now i realised,i have no one to blame except myself.i self destruct myself during sec 2.i became oblivious to everything around me.despite consistant persuasion to keep me focus in my work.i just bo chap everything and prayed tat a miracle would guide me through this period of darkness.However,this miracle nvr happened and it will never happened.i would say that i should shoulder all these faults and being punished by the harsh reality.2 years back,every weekend,i would go out and play basketball with some primary schools,i still rmb vividly tat it was my primary school friend's brother who intro me into initial d.After every basketball sessions,i will go to bishan funland to have some air-con.subsequently,me and kelvin was being introduced into initial d.i grew fondness of the physics and graphics of the game,i was somehow being brainwashed and i decided to give it a shot since it looks so nice.I fully regretted to take tat shot because it is nt so easy to quit arcade as u guys seems.just one word"quit it".u noe how much determination and perservence does it takes???i can tell u,u are just a on-looker.talks is cheap because u are nt the one in my situation.Hence,u cannot fully understand the agony of trying to quit this damned thing.In the end,i grow too addicted to it and play it almost everyday,i actually include arcade in my daily schedule and i feel uneasy when i cant touch the steering wheel.From being a noob to a pro.it requires a lot of effort and money spent and this game have burned a big hole in my pocket and through my friend,i noe tat boon lay the arcade the initial d is half price of funland.Hence,i slog my guts out to do more jobs and earn more money to satisfy my needs for this damned game.Hence,i took up ice creams jobs and flyers job during holidays,at that point in time,i didnt rly care abt my studies because playing initial d is almost everything to me.i cant afford to lose it at tat time.Hence,my studies dropped to a great extent and my results were so bad that some can commit suicide over it.However,i thought sec 1 is a honeymoon year.so i decided to abandon all my studies and continue to be addicted in initial d.During the holidays,i will almost go to boon lay everyday and play initial d.i will save on my food money and just to play initial d.I was try to save and scrimp money just to play initial d.Through this game,i meet a lot of friends and seriously,it is A LOT of them.As soon as time goes,i being pro-er and pro-er,same applies to kelvin also.we challenge and hone our skills to a great level.i had a lot of initial d friends around singapore and i would say i will still hav contact with them.During tat period,i feel that they are my best frens bt nw i feel,they are only fair-weathered friends unlike some great pals i met in 2-8.they are really awesome friends man.although we quarrell and cold war and fight among each other,at the end of the day,we are still best of friends,almost nothing can break us up.i hope tat can continue as i dun wish our friendship to be broken up man.they are some great people i met out there who will support me when i was faced with differculties and challenges.Thanks pals!Starting of sec 2,my initial d cards were lost,i felt devstated as they are almost the root of my life and they were lost at bishan funland,i was extremely sad.Perhaps,it is a chance given my god to change my life,i didnt heed it and i begin to step on a road which will turn my life into a devstating state,i went to play max tune again.Heng and kelvin,my two close pals in arcade folo suit and played too.this game also cost a lot of money bt because i was deadly so addicted,i was totally stuck and cannot pull myself out from this bottomless pit.i noe the conseqeunces of being addicted bt i didnt nt care much as i tink that this bloody game is far more important than my studies.My circle of friends grew like how wild fire is being spread.Every weekend.most of us will come to j8 to play and challenge each other,i begin to noe ppl from Team Exile,Team EX and Team 412.i admired them as when i look at them when they are playing,they looked awesome cool.me,hengg and kelvin trained hard to be lyk them.We train and train.We spend a lot of money on it.Suddenly,Heng wanted to create a team,so me,heng n kelvin created WanK*.This game,i had a several bad incidents that i would nt wanna bring up here because of some personal reasons.Now.me heng and kel became quite good in max tune.we started to thrash ppl lyk how we got thrashed by the ppl in those teams.Heng become dam gd in TA n battle,while me is only gd in battle and kelvin is good in terms of battlewise and TA-wise.i can say,heng is a racing prodigy man,he is younger than me yet being able to outrun me.claps claps!.If only i can replicate my success in this game in my common tests then it would be perfect.However,things doesnt seem to go my way as there is no such thing at all.Now i looked back.wad is the use of being successful in tis field,it doesnt secure ur ricebowl at all.My studies was lyk shit and i have to undergo some hell treatment until i improved recently.Just because of arcade,i wasted a lot of things.i basically wasted life,time,money and many many more things man.My racing career is goin to end soon and it will nvr be revived again.This damned thing have make my lose out in a lot of things,i tink nw it is the time to gain it all back if i have the chance.Lastly,i wanna thank those great guys out there to accompany thru sec 2 man.i wonder hw would life be without u all man and Guys,NEVER EVER to begin ur arcade life man.u will bound to regret it.trust me!u will confirm plus chop regret it and since u noe u will regret,why bother to step the first step.i alrd lost a lot of things because of arcade,Henceforth,i do nt wish to see u all to lose out as many thing as i lose out.Thank god tat i have nt mixed with bad companies man,if nt u will see me at dunno where fighting or smoking.Thanks Lord man,u are my saviour as u help me overcome the satan inside me.Hence,My advice is dun ever start playing those will make u addict the arcade games,if u still at a early stage,u better withdraw urself out from it as it will be nt too late for u.Good nite and God bless